Twilighter??

So...I think it's true...I have been officially sucked in. I dreamed all night about the first book! Yup, sucked in.

I have finished book #2 and tonight will start on #3 once the children are tucked into their beds.

I think the pictures I thought up in my head will far surpass anything the movie has to offer. I am almost afraid to see the movie for fear of dampening my thoughts of the story itself.

Sigh...I'm sucked in...

Spoiled

Ahhh...I love when my hunny spoils me :)

Rain day??

OK, school was cancelled today. You say...so...how much snow? I say...no...how about rain!! UGG!!! You have got to be kidding me right?!?!

Why oh why today of all days?? COME ON...give me a break. They are bored, they fight over who is going on the computer first, who is going on the Wii first. Who has more friends, who has a girlfriend. Stop coughing on me, don't look at me!!!!!

My brain needs a vacation. I think a good glass(or bottle) of wine is needed for this great occasion of a 'snow day'!!

Monday, monday...

OH how I love myself a good dose of MONDAY!! Don't get me wrong, I love my children with my entire being, but I also believe that distance makes the heart grow fonder! ;) One can only take so much of having 5 sick children being glued to ones arse. Did I mention I love Monday?

I honestly dont know how people can home-school. I have considered it many many times. I have patience, I have a whole bucket load of patience, but I also think you can only spend so much time with someone no matter who it is. The same goes for the children. I cant imagine them wanting to spend 24/7 with MOI. Though I am cool beyond belief ;)

I look forward to Mondays. By Friday though, I am ready for a break from the routine. To sit around in my jammies, with all my babies. After about 3 hours of that...I am looking forward to Monday again!

Is it summer yet?

Oh...Lord...kill me now...

First of all, mothers are not supposed to get sick. END OF STORY. Hrmmmpp...ya too bad it doesnt always work that way.

I feel like I have been hit by a truck...then that truck backed up...and hit me one more time juuust to make sure I'm really down. Fever, chills, stuffy, dry, weak, oh good times in the maritimes. Oh yes...

Even when Mummy is half dying my children still dont feel the need to BE QUIET. Don't they understand its ALL ABOUT ME. Another HA. I often wonder if it will ever be 'all about me' ever again. Not that I want it to be...just sayin ;)

sigh

Why does being a mother have to be so tough? And why doesnt anyone tell you that it gets SO much harder the older they get.

My 7 year old seems to think the whole world is against him. Everything makes him mad/sad. If he doesnt get something he wants, he acts like he has the worst life in the world. I think there may be something wrong with him. Or its just me taking it all personally like Im not a good enough mother or Im not giving him a good enough life. I dunno. But it really hurts when most often, 4 of the 5 days he leaves for school he is mad about something. I dont like him leaving like that. I dont know what to do. He never seems truely happy, and that worries me SO SO much. My heart is aching and my mind is racing...

Kung Fu and a sandwich

As Kung Fu Panda plays in the background for the 28th time in the past three days I wonder about how lonely I will become when all the noise is gone.

One is on the gameboy, and the other four are serving up sandwiches at their make-believe resteraunt. Never a dull, or shall I say quiet, moment in our home. I think some days I might very well lose what is left to my spinning mind. Then I sit back, take a moment and watch. I watch them play, I watch them create, I watch them study. I even watch them fight. I watch them be their own people. It still amazes me that they have their own minds, and make their own decisions, they are REAL. Some day they will grow up and leave me. And I will be alone. And you know what, I just might put on Kung Fu Panda and make myself a make-believe sandwich.